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10.19.2005

The Orthodox Faith.

Here I am back from a long hiatus. I'll admit that this blog started out highly experimental and mostly sarcastic. But my distaste for sarcasm is growing. I am now taking it semi-seriously, however, and might continue to become more serious from here on out.

A little history. There is the usual blah-blah about the need to journal starting from when our grade school teachers forced this task upon us. Most recently I've been keeping a journal on my eMac at home which I might some day soon transfer to this blogspot. "Golightly" itself was originally a joke and cover up for my true self. And what a joke! for don't I long to be my true self? No, but lately I've attempted to be something else, something that falls more in line with this rat-race called Chicagoland.

Look at my profile: everything is true, except one thing: my name. But I liked that piece of pure fabrication so much that I decided to keep it.

Now, what about the title? Victoria, if you are reading this right now, thank you. I appreciate her unabashed proclamation that she's an Orthodox Christian. So why do I hold back? Because all that defined me until I was 24 and a half was derived from and summarized in one word: Evangelicalism.

My wife put it beautifully: she said something like, "I've got a lot of evangelized skeletons in my closet." And I would desire to exorcise them. But is this the best idea? Whatever the case may be, I am a Christian, though I don't know if I live up to that title meaning "little Christ," and I am Orthodox, though I have long way to go because worship and believe rightly.

More later on the Orthodox faith.

2 comments:

Kassianni said...

yes, I am reading this. thanks Isaiah. so encouraging. it's funny how alone we can feel, even amongst a crowd, isn't it?
you are one of those gifted people, Isaiah, who make people feel less alone.
'one without guile'.
you're on a good journey. and you have such a good, strong woman to accompany you. say hi to elise for me. i miss her, and her strong, unflinching ways. she's like muhamed ali... float like a butterlfy, sting like a bee.
God knew what he was doing when he sent her to you.
keep writing. it inspires the rest of us out here on our own journeys...


(if I had the skill to add a song to this blog, I'd add "Those to Come", by the Shins. it just fits)

kimberley francis said...

Hey Isaiah, hah...well HERE you are at long last.

I feel a little like you in just dipping in my toes on this whole blog thing. I find it so encouraging to read the thoughts of my friends, both the weighty and the lighter ideas. I wonder how it will change us as a culture; as a community; as persons. I guess we'll see...

isaiah, check ancientfaithradio.com it's so beautiful.